well it truly is been a while since i last write !
the past months had been crazy.
setting up the bridal and laying down its foundations.
pretty much looking forward to the months ahead and what this’ll turn out to be.
well, i’m six season in House !
awesome awesome series.

i miss traveling !
and to say the truth, i haven’t even really actually completed post-processing all the pictures from my last trip which was in March, Korea !
the few pics that i’ve done were awesome though, and a part of me really wants me to complete everything !
doing bits and pieces of it every night now so hopefully i’ll be able to complete them soon !
i’m half watching House and half typing this so…it’s up and down here and there and everywhere but well, here’s an update.
my two pet fish passed away, quite brutally due to the very much absence of care from me due to again from the very much travelling over the past few months.
after 6 months odds, they left me.
and then just in time as a new project came up and after very much conceptualizing and discussion with the team and everyone else involved.
the team decided to purchase two rabbits to be used for the project. then i was to keep the rabbits.
we purchased and i kept them.
slowly finding ways to better their housing and more. gave them this area in my house where they have plenty plenty of room to run and jump about. then one night, a heavy downpour flooded the place.
i was in bali then, and got the news that one of the two rabbits, were practically almost dead.
the thing with pets before they blow their last breath are i kinda think that they want to see their owner one last time that kind.
my turtle back back then waited for me and pass away the very afternoon.
both my gold fish waited for my return as well and both pass away on two very different occasions.
this rabbit, passed away a while after my return home from bali.
seeing the other one so lonely,
i quickly purchased another one to accompany it. since i’ve been reading that rabbits are social animals.
due to the my extreme schedules then, i did not had enough time to even slow down and “shoot” them.
i’ve done so with all my previous pets.
thus today, i decided to take a little small break and shot the both of them for a little bit.
here’s my rabbits !
sharing a couple of pics from hong kong !
click for larger size !
hello guys, how are you ?
i hope i still have a couple of readers left here despite the super seldom update.
i’m working on lots of things right now and hopefully after september, things will be much more stable and i’ll be able to do a couple of normal routines.
thought i’m not really a person that enjoy sticking to my routines, i do hope though at times there are a few things that’s always there.
like seeing her every other day.
it makes me feel settled down here at least instead of always feeling on the move.
hong kong was incredibly hot.
looking forward to bali this august !
anyway just want to document this,
i’ve had the weirdest dreams.
well usually i do know that i’ll be dreaming but then once i’m awake, i’ll completely forgot about whatever it is that i was dreaming. i’d just know that i had a dream and that’s it. there’ll be no recollection whatsoever of whatever i was dreaming.
most days, it’s like this.
i’d wake up knowing i had a dream but i wouldn’t know whether it’s a happy sweet dream or it’s a nightmare.
this morning though when i woke up,
i remember clearly what i was dreaming and that gave me a little strange feeling.
the strangest thing was,
i knew i was dreaming while i was dreaming.
i clearly remember that i told myself in the dream that i must be dreaming because this is too strange to be true.
a little conscious in a dream ?
funny.
anyway, i dreamt that i was on this little narrow road on a half broken bike riding away from something when suddenly 2 wild horses were riding towards me, a little fear came to me as i thought it’d strike me down, and only when i could clearly see that the first brown horse were staring straight at me it turned left and ride past me. a moment later as i was riding further away, i saw bats.
yes.
bats.
on both side of the roads on the floor.
and the they flew up.
and chase me.
it started with just a couple of them and then as i rode away, their number grew to the hundreds.
i was.
of course, scared.
and when i was biten.
that’s when it happened, that i knew i was dreaming.
so i pulled the bat that bite me, looked at it in the eye and….the funny thing was.
right then, the bat seemed beautiful, despite it’s fangs and all.
the entire scene after that became this scary bat filled but really beautiful kinda feeling.
and then
i woke up or something coz that’s just the end of it.
It’s been a while since i last ordered a standard portion of most meals i purchase out now. since i came back, it’s either always the “jumbo” meal or i’ll personally request for additional pork or chicken or mutton or beef
the tummy is noticably bulging out now, it’s out the way it had never been bulged out before, ever.
Being someone who was considered really skinny for the most part of my 25 years of living…i’ve always been used to a flat tummy. Now that it’s becoming round, the little vain man in me is slowly shouting out as well.
And for the past few days i’ve been thinking about going kayaking.
I “kayak”ed a sampan during the prapat shoot and began to terribly miss kayaking.
Anyone knows where i can kayak in medan ?